Colton Underwood admits abusing drugs to suppress sexuality

ByDonald L. Leech

Dec 6, 2021


It’s been a mad rush for the old one Bachelor Colton Underwood. He made his Bachelor Nation debut when he appeared in the Hannah Brown season The bachelorette. Fans fell in love with him and he was lucky to be The single person. He finally got the famous fence jump scene to chase Cassie Randolph. After their breakup, Colton went through a rough patch. He even harassed her and forced her to place a restraining order against him. Then the shocking news that Colton was gay came out. Now he has a new documentary the retailer coming up. He also reveals how difficult it was to deny his sexuality and the extreme measures he took to hide it.

Colton Underwood admits abusing drugs to suppress sexuality

Sixth page shared what Colton Underwood had to say about his struggle to get out. One thing he now admits is that he turned to prescription drug abuse to try and suppress who he really was. Colton admitted to abusing Xanax in an attempt to deny who he is.

He said, “I was repressing my sexuality so hard that I was taking medication daily to deal with depression and anxiety, and that made me a paranoid freak.”

Colton also said: “I didn’t trust a lot of people and tried to do whatever I could to keep a secret safe.”

Colton Underwood / YouTube

He tried to kill himself

Colton also unveils for docuseries Colton Exit that he has hit rock bottom at one point. In fact, Colton admits that after breaking up with Cassie Randoph early on, he took too many Xanax pills. He hoped that by taking so much he wouldn’t wake up the next morning. Fortunately, he did.

He admits he didn’t handle the headlines well when he and Cassie went their separate ways. Colton also fell to a low point when it was revealed that she had placed the restraining order against him.

He said, “I started to spiral.” Colton continued, “I was screwed.… I lost my mind and I did things, I said things that I’m not proud of.


Cassie Randolph and Colton Underwood via YouTube
Cassie Randolph and Colton Underwood via YouTube

Colton also said he’s not looking for excuses for his past behavior. He knows stalking Cassie was wrong and takes full responsibility for his mistakes.

Cassie has yet to comment publicly on the new series. However, sources close to her reveal that she feels like she’s back in it all now that the docuseries have been released on Netflix. They said she had bad memories of breaking up with Colton.

Colton and Cassie have both grown up and are both in love.

What do you think of Colton trying to kill himself? Have you ever watched his new show?

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